Glenna Renee' Pensinger
12/31/59 - 8/10/2005
Today has been a day full of emotion for me. I can't really get in to all of the details, but just let me tell ya, I was not expecting my year to end the way it is/has. I know that God is in control and that no matter how things look to me... they look totally different to Him. He has a plan.
Today would have been my sister's 49th birthday. Instead of celebrating here on earth, she is in Heaven dancing with the angels. I miss her so much. It has been three years since I lost her and life has not been the same since. God has definitely used something bad and turned it into something good. My sister taught me a lot of things... one of them was how to be a property manager. She had faith in me when I didn't have faith in myself. Now I am working in a career & position that never would have happened, had I not lost her. She would be SO proud of me! One of the owners of a unit I manage called today and he knew her. In fact, he was a fire fighter in the Santa Maria area when she was in her accident. He told me he was the first to respond and told me that she didn not suffer. I can't tell you how comforting those words were to me. They also made me cry. Good thing I was alone in the office when that happened. What a small world, huh?
I have no big plans for tonight. We are going to church for a service and then my 2 youngest boys are going to a youth party. I will probably just watch tv and enjoy being home. I was up til 2am this morning... so I may not make it til midnight. (Yawwwwwwwn)
I will post my New Year's Goals in another post... until then... Be Blessed.