Blessed to be a Blessing

Change begins with Choice...

2011-01-13T07:46:00.000-08:00

Any day we wish, we can discipline ourselves to change it all. Any day we wish, we can open the book that will open our mind to new knowledge. Any day we wish, we can start a new activity. Any day we wish, we can start the process of life change. We can do it immediately, or next week, or next month, or next year.

We can also do nothing. We can pretend rather than perform. And if the idea of having to change ourselves makes us uncomfortable, we can remain as we are. We can choose rest over labor, entertainment over education, delusion over truth, and doubt over confidence. The choices are ours to make. But while we curse the effect, we continue to nourish the cause. As Shakespeare uniquely observed, “The fault is not in the stars, but in ourselves.” We created our circumstances by our past choices. We have both the ability and the responsibility to make better choices beginning today. Those who are in search of the good life do not need more answers or more time to think things over to reach better conclusions. They need the truth. They need the whole truth. And they need nothing but the truth.

We cannot allow our errors in judgment, repeated every day, to lead us down the wrong path. We must keep coming back to those basics that make the biggest difference in how our life works out. And then we must make the very choices that will bring life, happiness and joy into our daily lives.

And if I may be so bold to offer my last piece of advice for someone seeking and needing to make changes in their life: If you don’t like how things are, change it! You’re not a tree. You have the ability to totally transform every area in your life. And it all begins with your very own power of choice.

Get Stronger

2010-11-14T16:03:00.000-08:00

When the difficulties come, and pile so high on top of one another that you can't see the way forward, you have a choice. You can choose to give up, or you can choose to get stronger.

You can choose to bury your dreams under impenetrable layers of worry and fear. Or you can choose to make those dreams even more magnificent and compelling so that you cannot resist being pulled forward by them.

You can choose to feel sorry for yourself, or you can choose to feel the power of your true purpose. You can look for who is to blame, or you can look for ways to take full responsibility for the situation.

This is your life, and even the difficult stretches are very much worth living. In fact, it is during the challenging times that you build new capacity for greater richness.

When there is no obvious reason to be positive, choose to be more positive than ever before. Instead of being overwhelmed by the problems, choose to be energized by the positive possibilities hidden within them.

Feel the genuine confidence that comes from knowing you always have a choice. And choose to live the positive value in whatever life may send.

-- Ralph Marston

2010-11-07T22:22:00.000-08:00

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.”

Get the most out of it...

2010-11-05T18:22:00.000-07:00

Do what must be done when it must be done, and you'll always be keeping up. Do more than what must be done, before it must be done, and then you'll always be moving ahead.

A little extra effort today can give you a lot of extra advantage tomorrow. Add to that a little more extra effort tomorrow, and the day after that, and soon you'll be way out in front.

The hours and minutes of this day will quickly pass by. While each one is here, you might as well get the very most out of it.

Sure, it can be a little dreary and tedious when you're working to do what must be done. So add some excitement, enthusiasm and passion to your efforts by challenging yourself to do even more.

Go beyond the minimum requirements and find new ways to create maximum value. Instead of just getting by, spend your time and efforts getting great.
Don't be content to merely deal with whatever life hands you. Instead, enthusiastically embrace what comes your way, make the effort and make the commitment to make the very best of it all.

Success!

2010-10-17T14:21:00.000-07:00

My Office

2010-01-18T09:39:00.000-08:00

Here are a few pics of my new office... I love it!

There is another small office, Kitchen and bathroom (with a claw foot tub!) It is small, but perfect for me... and my future assistant! =)

Motivational Thought...

2010-01-18T09:38:00.000-08:00

When you discover that you're feeling negative, you have two choices. You can feel even more negative about the fact that you're feeling negative, or you can choose to turn your thoughts around.

When you've suffered a defeat, you can make it even worse by beating yourself up about it. Or, you can use it as a positive inspiration to turn yourself around and move forward in a more effective way.

The moment you realize you've strayed from the path, use that realization as a clear and compelling signal. Use it as a signal that it's time to re-commit to the original goal and get yourself back on track.

Sure, it's unfortunate that you've temporarily lost your way. But there's no reason to add to that misfortune.

In this moment, you can choose any direction, no matter what has just happened. So choose a positive, empowering direction that will bring out the best in you.

This is your opportunity to act with renewed determination and purpose. Turn around, and get yourself going forward again.

Soooo ready for a New Year!

2009-12-20T16:06:00.001-08:00

I don't know about you, but I am ready for 2010 to arrive. I am expecting great things to happen. I am opening a new business officially on January 1st!! My office is amazing and things are falling into place in perfect timing. Here is a picture of my new sign... more pics of the office later.

My website is www.PensingerProperties.com... Let me know what you think! I am still trying to make it better, but it is a lot of work! I have had to teach myself how to do so many new things. Building a website is one of them. =)

I can't believe Christmas is in less than a week. I am not ready!! Tuesday is going to be turbo shopping day! I have had a very hard time getting in to the holiday mood this year. I miss my dad. I haven't even pulled out one Christmas decoration yet. Thank goodness for Nana Emma... the boys adore her and she has decorated our house with the things that she and my dad used. I will get with it... soon. Have a Merry Christmas!!

More Pics…

2009-10-02T09:01:00.001-07:00

2009 Kern County Fair!

We had a great time at the fair! I enjoyed a deep fried snickers and cotton candy!! OK… and a corn dog… yumm. We ran in to a lot of friends and family. It was crazy busy…. but fun.

Pics of me…

2009-10-01T11:07:00.001-07:00

These are pics I took yesterday.

Motivate me Monday… on Tuesday!

2009-09-29T13:47:00.001-07:00

Good Morning…afternoon actually… Today my motivation for you is to get up and get out… get active! I went to the gym today and feel so much better. It helps me not only physically, but mentally too. I have not been going like I want to. I honestly have to MAKE myself go sometimes… but I do not regret it. Grab your Ipod, put on some comfy clothes and go!

Tonight I have a softball game at 9:15pm… ugh. That’s late! I am playing on Tuesday and Saturdays right now… love it!

Enjoy your day!!

My funny boys…

2009-09-25T19:51:00.001-07:00

Kevin Lee and Matthew dressed up on “Gender Bender” day at school… aren’t they cute! LOL… it was sooooo funny. I can’t believe they did it.

My Trip to El Paso, Tx

2009-09-19T17:40:00.001-07:00

Me and Robin in Cloudcroft, NM at the Texas BBQ

We found these fun signs at the Apple Shed store…LOL… me, have an attitude?!

This is Robin and I after we tore down 80’s wallpaper and painted the red/green walls behind us. Oh the memories!!

And this is Keith… playing with my camera…. LOL… he is so weird.

Keith and Robin… great friends!

And one more of me and Robin

I had a really nice time in El Paso. We went to Phoenix, The Cheesecake Factory, a nursing home, Cracker Barrel, Cloudcroft, Hooters for lunch, lots of shopping, and every Starbucks between here and there!!

Eating Clean and loving it!

2009-09-19T09:48:00.001-07:00

I am so excited about the eating clean lifestyle and how it can change your life! I have been able to motivate my friends and be an inspiration to them! That feels so good! I want to encourage anyone out there that is struggling with weight loss, to try Clean Eating… it really works.

Here are a few recipes to get you started…

Eat-Clean Egg Salad

1/4 c. fat free cottage cheese

1 T skim milk

1 t. mustard

4 hardboiled egg whites, diced

1 hardboiled yolk

2 T. celery

Dash of sea salt & curry powder

Whip cottage cheese and milk until smooth in medium sized bowl. Blend remaining ingredients except egg whites, with cottage cheese mixture. Add diced egg whites and mix well. Serve on toasted whole grain or Ezekiel bread.

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Smashed Potatoes

1 lb. Yukon Gold potatoes, peeled and cut into chunks

1 parsnip, peeled and cut into chunks

1 c. cauliflower, cut into florets

3 T. plain, low-fat yogurt

1/2 to 3/4 c. low sodium chicken (or veggie) broth

sea salt

Bring potatoes and parsnips to a boil. Add a dash of salt. Remove from heat once cooked and drain, reserving cooking liquid for later use. Place cooked vegetables in large mixing bowl. Steam cauliflower until tender. Once tender, add to potato/parsnip mix. Using a potato masher (or hand mixer) mash the vegetables well. Add the yogurt, seasonings and chicken broth. Continue to mash until smooth. Enjoy!

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Eating Clean is not a fast solution to weight loss, but it is a permanent one. Start today!! You won’t be sorry! =) Eat lots of fruits and veggies, drink water and green tea, give up sugar and sodas!! (It isn’t that hard) Eat lean meats, egg whites, oatmeal, whole grains… no artificial stuff. No preservatives… eat as natural as possible. Get motivated!!

Songs seem to say it all...

2009-09-09T18:59:00.000-07:00

I feel like I'm a million miles away

From my self more and more these days

I've been down so many open roads

But they never lead me home

And now I just don't know

Who I really am,

How it's gonna be,

Is there something that I can't see?

I wanna understand

Maybe I will never be who I was before

Maybe I don't even know her anymore

Maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday

Can I find a way to be

Every part of me

So I'll try

Try to sort things out

And find myself

Get my feet back on the ground

It'll take time, but i know I'll be alright

'Cause nothing much has changed on the inside

It's hard to figure out

How it's gonna be

'Cause I don't really know now

I wanna understand

Maybe I will never be who I was before

Maybe I don't even know her anymore

Maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday

Can I find a way to be every part of me

I don't wanna wait too long

To find out where I'm meant to belong

I've always wanted to be where i am today

But I never thought I'd feel this way

Maybe I will never be who I was before

Maybe I don't even know her anymore

Maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday

Can I find a way to be every part of me

Every part of me

I'm Letting Go...

2009-09-01T14:49:00.000-07:00

I'm laying down my burdens
I'm laying down my pain
Every care and worry that is written in this face
I'm letting go
I'm letting go

I'm laying down rebellion
I'm laying down my pride
All the broken promises within this broken life
I'm letting go
I'm letting go

Holding nothing back from You
Ready to do all the things You call me to
Holy hands are reaching up to You
I surrender
I surrender
I'm letting go

I'm pulling down the image
The idols I let stand
I'm holding to the hope that sure they're resting in Your hands
I'm letting go
I'm letting go

I'm bowing in Your presence
Poured out before Your throne
To be a living sacrifice and follow You alone
I'm letting go
I'm letting go

Holding nothing back from You
Ready to do all the things You call me to
Holy hands are reaching up to You
I surrender, here I stand
I surrender, all I am
I surrender, my heart sings
I surrender

Holding nothing back from You
Ready to do all the things You call me to
Holy hands are reaching up to You
I surrender
I surrender
I'm letting go
I'm letting go

Beauty from Pain

2009-08-18T20:32:00.000-07:00

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made
I try to keep warm but i just grow colder
I feel like i'm slipping away

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best i can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though i can't understand why this happened
I know that i will when i look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here i am, at the end of me
Tryin to hold to what i can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Clean Eating menu... just for Ellie!

2009-06-15T13:46:00.000-07:00

Wow... I haven't been on here in a long time! I guess I don't have anything to say... nothing worth putting in black and white anyway. =) Ellie has asked for a menu of Clean foods for this week... so here it is: Remember... no sugar! No preservatives! and lots of water. =)

B-oatmeal with whole grain toast (use a little organic brown sugar for taste)
S-apple slices, whole grain crackers, light string cheese
L- lean turkey with swiss cheese on whole grain bread (dry or with mustard), carrots
S-raw almonds and a 100 calorie dark chocolate bar from Trader Joes
D-roasted sweet potato with real butter (1 t.) and a little brown sugar
S-banana or strawberries

B-scrambled egg whites on a whole grain tortilla with salsa and a little grated cheddar cheese
S-pear, kashi granola bar
L-chicken sandwich from carls jr. (dry), fruit, iced tea w/lemon
S-celery sticks with almond butter
D-baked salmon, asparagus, brown rice
S-bowl of cheerios with fat free milk (no sugar!)

B-whole grain toast with almond butter, fat free milk, banana
S-air popped popcorn with sea salt
L-Chicken breast on salad with lots of veggies, lemon juice as dressing
S-low fat cottage cheese & light yogurt
D-Turkey burger, steamed broccoli
S-String cheese with whole grain crackers

B-Organic whole grain waffle with real maple syrup (1 T) and berries, black coffee
S-lowfat yogurt, Kashi granola bar
L-subway sandwich on wheat with tons of veggies (dry)
S-raw almonds, apple slices
D-multi grain pasta with organic tomato sauce, artichoke hearts and chicken breast
S-Orange, unsalted walnuts

B-scrambled eggs with mushrooms & spinach & tomatoes
S-berries with light yogurt
L-whole wheat pita pizza (mozz cheese, artichoke hearts, spinach) bake until hot
S-hummus with veggies
D-Turkey breast cutlets, roasted sweet potato, sliced tomato
S-Kashi granola bar and fruit

I did it!

2009-05-24T08:51:00.000-07:00

So... I finally made my debut in front of the whole church (well, whoever was there that Sunday night) and I spoke on Practice. The Dodger fans were out full force! =) I had a lot of fun with this... once I got started. The clips I had and pictures I used were a lot harder to get together and working at the church than I thought it would be. Thank goodness I have friends who know technical stuff and helped me. Here are a couple of pics from that night...

Me and my new softball bat... love it!

I haven't been blogging much lately... seems like I just don't have anything to say. I am going to try to get back into the Motivate Me Monday swing of things. =)

I have been going to the gym almost every day. It is a great stress reliever! Plus I am toning up and feeling better every day. Our whole family has gym passes now. I love that we are finally trying to live healthier as a family. The kids still eat junk... but they do order water when we go out (except Ryan of course... he always has to be different!). Bobby walks at least 5 miles a day and goes to the gym too. Well, I hope you all have a blessed Sunday. See ya tomorrow!

Random thoughts...

2009-05-01T13:44:00.000-07:00

I wish it wasn't rent week already... feels like it just ended
I'm going to have to work this weekend
I love wearing a size 4!!
I want to try sushi (cooked)
I just ate and apple and string cheese... wish it was Tony's Veggie Pizza
I am going to watch Ryan play ball tonight. He's using my new bat!
I am bummed I don't have a game Saturday
I got a new Blackberry
I love walking on my treadmill
I found a cute pair of jeans for $10 today!
Matthew wants to play highschool football... scary!
Relay for Life is tomorrow... I might go visit my friend Cindy

Thoughts for Tuesday...

2009-04-28T15:49:00.000-07:00

Happy Tuesday everyone! Today has been a good day. A bit busy at work... but good. I've been thinking about my friend Lori's sermon on Sunday night. She did an amazing job! Her team was the Yankees and she spoke on being benched. Not a fun thing to have happen to you... but her insight on how to get off of the bench was fabulous! Attitude, focus, and practice make things better. Here are a few pics from last Sunday night... enjoy!

This is Lori in her Yankees uniform.. she's so cute!

Me and Ryan - my oldest
Matt and Gloria

My sweet Kevin Lee (middle son)

Encouragement

2009-04-20T16:43:00.000-07:00

Matt and Raymond

Sharron and Me ... aren't we cute

Silly Gloria and Me (Go Dodgers!!)

LOL... Terry wiping his nose on the Yankees jersey!

Me and my pal, Kim

Last night was Opening Day for our Fields of Dreams theme at church. We had a great time! Teryy Skiles Sr. preached a great message about Encouragement. It is so important that we guard what we say to others. Words can change their lives forever. I am really looking forward to hearing all of the other speakers. AND I am still working on my message! Distractions... there are so many.

Change...

2009-04-17T06:43:00.001-07:00

Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart and lean not unto you own understanding... This verse is something I am keeping in my heart today. There are a lot of changes going on and I feel like I am at the top of the rollercoaster, getting ready to plunge down the big drop. It is scary and exciting all at the same time. Life seems to throw things at us all at the same time! Why is that?

Pastor told a story Wednesday night about Mary and Joseph losing Jesus when he was 12... How do you lose Jesus? Well, they left him at the temple (at church)... when they went back to get him, they questioned where he was. He told them he was where he was suppose to be doing what he was suppose to be doing. Do we leave Jesus at church? Is he with us on Monday at work or on Saturday at the ball field? It made me think... Good job Pastor! =)

Tomorrow night is softball! Yea! I am really enjoying playing again. I've walked on my treadmill 4 times this week, to help get myself in better shape for running bases. It feels good to be active. I've also lost 3 pounds this week just by eating clean and watching my portions. I am not really trying to lose any more weight... I just want to tone up and look like Tosca Reno! Have a blessed day all!!

Happy Easter!

2009-04-12T07:35:00.001-07:00

Good Morning Everyone!! Happy Easter! I am up early, anticipating service today. I love going to church. My favorite people are there. =) I have a cute new dress to wear too. But most importantly, Jesus is alive and we get to celebrate Him! Everyday I grow closer and closer to the Lord and realize just how important He is to me. He is my peace, my strength when I am weak (often!), my friend. I hope you all have a blessed day with friends and family. Motivate me Monday is coming tomorrow... I promise! =)

Authors Note... Never make a promis you can't keep!! Happy Friday!!

Field of Dreams...

2009-04-08T13:36:00.000-07:00

I am suppose to speak on "dreams" at church in May... Ahhhhhhh! I am really excited and nervous and SCARED! We're starting this Sunday night with the baseball theme - Spring Training. Field of Dreams is the movie we are using for clips. (I really need to watch it!) I have been tossing things around in my head for weeks. I have the title of my message and even a few thoughts... but getting them all out in a sensible way to a crowd of people will be the hard part! I don't know how Pastor does this every week... 3 times! I really want what I say to make sense. I can write all day... but to get up and actually speak it... Lord help me! My team is The Dodgers... Go Blue! We get to decorate and wear our teams jerseys... it is going to be fun. I will post pics!

Yesterday was a hard day. I am feeling better today. Sometimes I just get overwhelmed with sadness and frustration. Reading the Word and journaling help a lot. God has opened my eyes to so many things in my morning quiet times. Yes... I still get up with the chickens at 6am. I haven't made it to the 5:16am time yet... but I am ok with that. Today I read Proverbs 8. (All about Wisdom) Pastor talked about "unguarded moments" last Wednesday night. What an awesome message he gave! We all have those moments. He used David and Abigail as an example. When David got so angry he wanted to kill Abigails husband and family, she stepped in and reminded him to use Wisdom. She reminded him who he was (a king) and helped him be reasonable. We all need Abigails in our lives (and to be an Abigail to someone else).

Have a great week!

Thankful Tuesday

2009-04-07T15:42:00.000-07:00

Things I am thankful for today...

My job... it keeps me busy
My Bible... it keeps me focused on the right things
My bathtub... it helps me relax
My journal... it helps me get my thoughts out of my head
My friend Robin... my accountable friend who always listens to me
My radio... it helps lift me up

Thats it for today.

Motivate Me Monday!

2009-03-30T14:01:00.001-07:00

I have really been thinking a lot about being "better" ... about being above average. I really feel like God wants us to excel at all we do. If we are going to take the time to do something, we may as well do it the best we can. At work, at home, at church... even on the ball field. Sometimes it is hard, because if you're anything like me, you just get tired of trying sometimes. Then reality kicks in and you realize that what you're doing is important. It affects everyone around you. I've been making a mental list of things I can improve on. Hmmmm, I probably should write it all down... it's a lot! =)

Be blessed!!

My Husband Rocks...

2009-03-27T13:57:00.001-07:00

My husband Rocks because he is "taxi" all week long to our three boys. He sacrifices a lot of time to make sure that the boys get where they need to go... and so that I don't have to take them. I really appreciate him... way more than I let him know.

Who we are...

2009-03-25T13:40:00.000-07:00

Have you ever looked at someone and thought "wow... they really have it together". I think a lot of us judge others by outward appearances more than we think. She dresses cute, she has great hair, shes thin, she has a good job, she has "perfect" kids... the list is long. But there are a lot of people that have hurts and confusion going on all the time and you don't even know it. The "look" fine. That person you think has such confidence could be scared to death on the inside. Or the one that you think has the perfect marriage, may be completely miserable and feeling trapped. No one ever really knows what is happening in someone elses life. Everyone struggles. We need to look at our friends and the people that are closest to us through new eyes. Pray for them more and be available more. I know that I get so wrapped up in my own world at times, it is hard to see others hurts ad needs. I want to be more sensitive... to see outside of the box.

Revival!

2009-03-24T16:16:00.000-07:00

We have been in revival at my church this week. It has been awesome. Sherlock Bally is the speaker and his knowledge of scripture and end times is amazing. I have heard so many times that the United Stated is not mentioned in the Bible anywhere... but that is so not true! We are everywhere! It gave me a lot to think about. Praying for Israel and our leaders is something I haven't given much thought... but I plan to change my way of thinking.

Work this week has been good. I feel like I've gotten a lot done. It is nice when the phones aren't ringing off the hook!

Softball starts this Saturday night! I can't wait to play. I am soooo ready. I know I will hurt like crazy on Sunday... but it'll be a good pain. =)

Moving day!

2009-03-21T14:54:00.000-07:00

We moved Emma in with us today! It went really smoothe and things are looking good. She had her bed made before we even had the truck unloaded! =) I am looking forward to having her here. I joke about her rearranging furniture and things... but mark my words... my house will constantly be changing from now on. She loves to stay busy and move things around. Life is going to be different... but I think it will be good. We'll have a lot more company. (and chicken and dumplings) Matthew thinks Nana is here to cook for him. I am no longer outnumbered as the only female in the house. Even my dog and cat are boys! Well, I am off to the grocery store. Have a fabulous weekend! Love you!

Bring out the best...

2009-03-20T16:21:00.000-07:00

"Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad." Proverbs 12:25

When we speak... we can either lift others up or bring them down... it's our choice. Once our words are out of our mouths... they can't be taken back, even if we really didn't mean it. We should use our conversations as an opportunity to give gifts of words to our friends and family. It takes no time, trouble or thought to be critical. So how about you? Are your words presents, wrapped up with ribbon and a pretty bow on top?

I know I need to work on that area of my life. It is easy to be critical and insensitive of the ones we love the most. We should always try to bring out the best in someone. Just something to think about.

Have a great weekend!

My day off...

2009-03-19T16:53:00.000-07:00

It's another beautiful Thursday! I love having the day off. I get so much done. Today I vacuumed Emma's room and shampooed the carpets (getting it ready for her to move in on Saturday). Cleaned her windows and blinds. Did laundry. Rearranged furniture in Kevin Lee's room and hung up all of his clean clothes! (that he should have hung up a lonnnnnng time ago). Picked up Emma and took her to my dad's grave. Today would have been my dad's 75th birthday. We took balloons and flowers out there. Then we ate lunch at Los Hermanos and went to Smith's bakery to get a birthday cake. Yes... we are celebrating without my dad... because he LOVED pink champaigne cake and it brings back good memories for us. Anyway... Smith's was out of cakes, so we went to Green Frog Market and got one. (I did not know there was a Smiths bakery in that store!) Took Emma home and loaded my car full of stuff to move to my house. Came home, unloaded my car and have been cleaning house ever since. Whew. What a day! It feels really good to get a lot done. I know that the office is getting busier and busier every day, so my Thursdays off are probably going to come to an end soon. I will miss them! Well, back to cleaning.

Happy Birthday Dad... I miss you!

Thank you Jesus!

2009-03-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

This morning during my quiet time, I realized how very blessed I am to have a God that loved me so much, He gave His son for me. He made it easy for me... compared to what Moses and Aaron and the Israelites had to do to get forgiven. All of those sacrifices... that was a lot of work! Reading Levitcus is not easy, but it is eye opening to me... showing me how truly amazing God is. I need forgiveness often, for silly things I say/do and thoughts I have. Thank goodness I don't have to scarifice a goat or a dove every time I fail. Thank you Jesus!

I am reading the book "It takes so little to be above Average", and in the chapter I read today, it talked about self image. As a child, I hated the way I looked. I had crooked teeth, thick and unruly hair, hand me down clothes. I had a very negative attitude about myself. As an adult, I have realized that there are things I can change... I had a gap between my teeth, so I had the dentist fix that. I was overweight, so I started eating better and lost it. I learned how to use a flat iron and now my hair is straight and managable! =) I think I dress quite cute now too... but I had to learn how. I read lots of magazines and watched a lot of What Not To Wear. There are still things I do not like... like my thighs... but I can exercise and work on that too (or get lipo! Just kidding... sort of). There is very little we can't change, with a little work. I also realized that a lot of what I thought, came from what others said. No one can change your thoughts but you. Don't let negative people tell you who you are. You are fearfully and wonderfully made... by God! He loves you and wants only the best for you. He has a purpose and a plan for you! Be the best that you can be because you never know whos life you are going to impact. Speak life, not death.

Have a BLESSED day!!

Thankful Tuesday...

2009-03-17T10:38:00.000-07:00

Things I am thankful for today...

Goals... I love making goals and seeing them happen!
My green shirt... no pinches for me!
Fresh & Easy... great store!
Online banking... it makes my life so much easier
Good books... I love to read, especially a book that motivates me
My husband... he loves me even when I am unlovable (often!)
Facebook... I love keeping in touch with my family and friends
My job... I am so blessed
Comfy jeans... Love em!
Drive thru car washes... my car would never be clean without them
Pictures... they help keep memories alive
Hot tea... especially London Fog from Starbucks
Softball... exercise and fellowship with friends... it's the best!
Papermate Extend Pens... they write so good (blue ink!)
New clothes... it is so fun to wear something that makes you feel good
Texting... I love being able to tell people things instantly
My Bible... for keeping me in line! God is so good and speaks to me clearly through His Word.

What are you thankful for today? Leave comments! =)

It takes so little to be Above Average...

2009-03-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

It's Motivate Me Monday time! And I am motivated!! The past couple of month's have been a struggle for me. I lost my focus and let myself slip into a place that was foggy. (Being from Bakersfield... that term makes sense!) Well, I am back! I've got my head on straight, my heart in the right place and most importantly... my mind is focused and ready to take on a new day. I read a book years ago called "It takes so little to be Above Average" by Florence Litttauer. It is a book that motivates and encourages you to be more... and that is exactly what I want to be, I want to stand out from the crowd and to shine... to be Radiant! (That's a plug for the LIFT Conference) =) I am passionate about my family, my job, my ministry... so that needs to shine through in all that I say and do. When others look at me or hear what I have to say, I want them to be inspired, encouraged and motivated. Here I am Lord, use me! I have a lot of "stuff" going on right now, mentally and physically... but I am not going to step back and let the enemy steal my destiny. I KNOW that I have a call on my life and that God has big things in store for me. I am excited to step into that "dream" and enjoy every moment of it. Pastor Mark said that God uses our "stuff" to push us forward sometimes. If we never went through anything... would we move from where we are to where we're suppose to be? Our problems can be a springboard for us. So don't give up! Don't stop believeing in yourself... get up, dust yourself off and move ahead... Be Above Average! Don't settle for anything but the best... you're worth it!

To read more Motivate Me Monday Posts... head over to Sarah Mae's blog at... http://likeawarmcupofcoffee.blogspot.com/ and enjoy!

Things I am passionate about...

2009-03-13T10:42:00.000-07:00

Pastor has been preaching on what we are passionate about so I decided to make a list...

I am passionate about my relationship with the Lord. When I think about all that God has blessed me with and who He is to me... it makes me smile.
I am passionate about my family. I love being a mom especially. Yes, the teen years are harder than the toddler years, but I still adore my babies and can't wait to see what God has in store for them.
I am passionate about Women's Ministries. I love the planning and the joy I see when the ladies enjoy something. It is a topic I do not get tired of talking about.
I am passionate about my friends. I think I have the best friends ever! I have LOTS of friends... each one special and unique in their own way. I am blessed!!
I am passionate about my church. Celebration Church is awesome! We have a vision for our community and I can't wait to see how things unfold in our future. We also have the best pastor's ever.
I am passionate about food... clean eating has changed my life and I love telling others about it...when they want to hear it. =) I've lost 40 pounds as of today!
I am passionate about my quiet time... I try to guard that time, so that I can spend the first part of my day with the Lord. It is so important to me.

So... what are you passionate about? Share your comments with me! Have a great weekend!

Spring Cleaning...

2009-03-11T12:20:00.001-07:00

Ugh... my house is a mess. It is time to think about Spring Cleaning. (OK... it is beyond time!) I need to take each room and clean from top to bottom. I am so tempted to hire Merry Maids to come in and just get it done. I think once Ryan has his bedroom moved out of my sitting room, it won't look as bad. I have had his "stuff" sitting there for almost a month now. So anyway... I am going to make a plan... and stick to it! Room by room I am going to clean sweep my house. Time to de-clutter and freshen things up. I'm sure my family will appreciate it.

I have Thursday off... so I will start then. I am going to start with my bedroom, because usually it is the last place I start. It needs some TLC. I've been good about going through my clothes and getting rid of things that I don't wear or that don't fit. (And really good at buying new stuff that does!) There are stacks of things that I have no idea what to do with. Goodwill, here I come again! I give Mr. Goodwill so much stuff! Yet, I never run out. OK... until tomorrow... Hugs.

Rests

2009-03-10T12:31:00.000-07:00

This was sent to me in a card when my dad passed away. The cool thing is, the person that sent it had no idea that my dad had a background in music.

God does not write the music of our lives without a plan. Our part is to learn the tune and not be discouraged during the rests. They are not to be slurred over or omitted, nor used to destroy the melody or to change the key. If we will only look up, God Himself will count the time for us. With our eyes on Him, our next note will be full and clear. If we sorrowfully say to ourselves, "There is no music in a rest," let us not forget that the rest is part of the making of the music. The process is often slow and painful in this life, yet how patiently God works to teach us! And how long He waits for us to learn the lesson. John Ruskin

Motivate Me Monday!

2009-03-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

Hello!! I'll bet you thought I was going to skip another Monday... LOL... I almost did! I still don't know what I am going to write about. Quiet times have been hard lately. I don't know if it is because I am reading Leviticus... and that is SOOOOO hard to get through at 6am... or if it is because I just feel numb. Nothing seems to be getting through. What do you do when you can't feel anything? Motivate me... I need it!

Thoughts for Tuesday...

2009-03-03T06:37:00.001-08:00

Me and Aunt Linda

OK... so I totally didn't have time to post my Motivate Me Monday post yesterday. Yes, I know, You're all bummed. Well, here is my thought for the day... or actually, my verse for the day...

Proverbs 3:5-7 (Message)

"Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don't try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he's the one who will keep you on track."

I cannot begin to describe to you the peace I feel right now, even though it seems like I am being pulled in many different directions at the same time. I have GREAT friends that I KNOW are praying for me. Prayer works. I don't understand why things are the way they are... but God knows. When I think about my dad, I try not to dwell on the sadness of him being gone. I picture him in Heaven and I just imagine his face when he looks at the Lord. Especially the first time he saw Him. It makes me smile.

So... I have this gigantic picture of my dad now (thank you Aunt Linda). I need to get it framed and hang it somewhere. The only wall big enough is my hallway or the garage! LOL... it is BIG! But I love it. My dad would think it was just the right size. You should have seen my face when my Aunt said let me show you the picture I got for your dad's service. She thought it was the same size as the one she got for my sister's service a few years ago... but it is about 6 times bigger! She laughed and said remember I had an anorism and lost my memory for a while (good excuse). =) I have enjoyed being with my family so much. I plan to keep in touch better and cherish the times we have.

My sweet cousin Kelli sent me flowers yesterday. They are so pretty... and my favorites... wildflowers. (in a purple vase!) I am going to take them to work today and enjoy them all day!

Well, have a blessed day and be a blessing to someone else!

Time to move on...

2009-03-01T09:51:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my dad's memorial service. It was exactly the way he would have wanted it. It was so good to see my family and friends... there were so many people that came. That just shows how much my dad was loved and respected. I miss him so much and I know that there will be good days and bads days... but it is time to move on and accept the change. My step mom is moving in with us soon. We are getting her room ready and looking forward to having her with us.

Today is my oldest sons 19th birthday! I can't believe I have a kid that old. =) We are going to go to church and then take him to Tajoe Joe's for lunch. Tonight we have church again. the youth are doing a dessert auction and my middle son is speaking! I can't wait to hear him... his subject is faithfulness and legacy. It is fitting for this time.

I'll get back on track tomorrow with my Motivate Me Monday post. ((hugs))

My dad...

2009-02-21T08:00:00.000-08:00

Glenn C. Phillips

Mar. 19, 1934 - Feb. 20, 2009

My dad went "home" yesterday. I am full of mixed emotions, but I know with all of my heart that he is with the Lord in Heaven and that he is in happy. It is so hard to lose someone that has been a rock in your life. A strong place to go and lean. I'll miss him everyday... until I see him again.

Choclate Cake in a Mug... for desperate times

2009-02-21T07:56:00.000-08:00

OK... so if you need a quick (very un-clean) chocolate fix... this chocolate cake in a mug will do the trick. Here is what you'll need...

4 Tablespoons flour (cake flour is really the best, but use all purpose in a pinch)
4 Tablespoons sugar
2 Tablespoons cocoa
1 Egg
2.5 Tablespoons milk
3 Tablespoons oil
2 teaspoons vanilla

Put all of the ingredients in a big mug and mix well with a fork. Microwave for 3 minutes and enjoy! Don't watch the microwave as it cooks, because you will want to STOP it if you see how the cake rises... but don't! Pour a little hershey's syrup over the top and enjoy... then go walk an hour on the treadmill! You can't have your cake and eat it too without a little exercise! =)

Love Deeply

2009-02-18T15:43:00.000-08:00

Romans 12:9-21 (The Message)

9-10 Love from the center of who you are; don't fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for dear life to good. Be good friends who love deeply; practice playing second fiddle.

11-13 Don't burn out; keep yourselves fueled and aflame. Be alert servants of the Master, cheerfully expectant. Don't quit in hard times; pray all the harder. Help needy Christians; be inventive in hospitality.

14-16 Bless your enemies; no cursing under your breath. Laugh with your happy friends when they're happy; share tears when they're down. Get along with each other; don't be stuck-up. Make friends with nobodies; don't be the great somebody.

17-19 Don't hit back; discover beauty in everyone. If you've got it in you, get along with everybody. Don't insist on getting even; that's not for you to do. "I'll do the judging," says God. "I'll take care of it."

20-21 Our Scriptures tell us that if you see your enemy hungry, go buy that person lunch, or if he's thirsty, get him a drink. Your generosity will surprise him with goodness. Don't let evil get the best of you; get the best of evil by doing good.

Menu Plan Monday

2009-02-16T14:02:00.000-08:00

This is my Clean Eating menu for the week. I drink lots of water, black coffee, green tea, fat free milk and orange juice occasionally. I do a lot of my shopping at Trader Joes.

Monday:

B - Whole Grain Toast

S - String cheese, wheat thins, lean turkey

L - turkey sandwich on whole grain bread

S - dark chocolate 100 calorie bar

D - Salmon, green beans

S - organic animal crackers

*****

Tuesday:

B - oatmeal w/organic brown sugar, whole grain toast

S - granny smith apple, string cheese

L - whole wheat pita pizza

S - almonds, dark chocolate bar

D - chicken breast w/whole wheat pasta

S - dried mango

*****

Wednesday:

B - Scrambled egg whites w/spinach, mushrooms, tomato, whole grain tortilla

S - Kashi granola bar

L - Carls Jr. BBQ Chicken Sandwich - dry

S - Orange

D - Spaghetti with whole what pasta/organic sauce

S - Organic dried fruit snack

*****

Thursday:

B - Whole Grain cheerios w/skim milk

S - Banana

L - turkey sandwich on whole grain bread, string cheese

S - Kashi granola bar

D - Salmon, asparagus, brown rice

S - Dark chocolate w/raw almonds

*****

Friday:

B - Whole grain french toast, sliced banana, real maple syrup

S - string cheese, apple, wheat thins (whole grain crackers)

L - salad w/chicken (squeeze lemon on it for dressing)

S - Jamba Juice (regular, no sugar added)

D - Tilapia, brown rice, zuchini

S - hot tea, 10 organic animal crackers

*****

Saturday:

B - Oatmeal

S - Activia Yogurt

L - Healthy Request tomato soup

S - Kashi Granola Bar

D - Whole Wheat veggie pizza

S - Banana

*****

Sunday:

B - Egg with whole grain toast

S - Activia Yogurt

L - Soup & Salad

S - Almonds & fruit

D - Garlic lemon chicken with artichoke hearts on Whole Wheat Penne Pasta

S - Dark Chocolate bar

Motivate Me Monday...

2009-02-16T10:33:00.000-08:00

I must admit that I am not feeling very motivated today. My house is turned upside down right now and with kids sleeping on the couch... there is no where to go for quiet time. My oldest son Ryan is in transition between rooms right now. I painted his room this past weekend, trying to get it ready for my dad and stepmom to move in. The paint looks really good. My friend Theresa came over and spent her Valentine's day painting with me. Today, my husband and his dad are turning half of our garage into a bedroom for Ryan. Once it is all done, things will be nice. I can't wait until things feel "normal" again. Right now, I am just going through the motions each day. I have a million emotions running through me. I feel peace... but also great sadness, and frustration. The peace comes from knowing God is in control of everything... no matter how I feel. I KNOW He loves me and cares about the things I care about. I don't know why things happen the way they do, but God knows. There is a purpose for everything.

My Husband Rocks Friday

2009-02-13T14:45:00.001-08:00

My Husband Rocks because he sent me flowers for Valentines Day. They are beautiful!! He actually had them delivered to me at the office. It took time and thought...they are wildflowers, which are my favorite. I am so blessed with a husband that loves me. For Valentine's Day, our plans are to rent a movie and order pizza. I want to just hang out at home as a family this year. I am really looking forward to it... I am also picking the movie! I'm sure my boys will be thrilled with that news. =)

Random Thoughts...

2009-02-11T12:06:00.000-08:00

Random thoughts for the day...

I am really enjoying my cup of coffee
Texting is great... instant communication
Kristi made popcorn
It smells really good
I love organization
Kinzie is so stinkin' cute!
Tomorrow is my brother's birthday
I need to buy a gift
Our new parking lot is going to be great
It is a complete mess right now
Tearing out concrete is LOUD
I need to go to the mall to buy make-up
I have a cazillion loads of laundry to do
I wish it wasn't a rainy day
I have tomorrow off!
I need to clean out my garage
Bobby sent me flowers yesterday... it was really sweet
I gotta go back to work... lots to do... Have a blessed day!

My Family Rocks!

2009-02-10T17:13:00.000-08:00

This is a picture of my cousin Dana and her mom, My Aunt Karleen. We all got to visit at my dad's house this past weekend. It was really nice getting to see my family.

This is my brother Greg and my cousin Sheryl. I was up until almost 2am one night talking with her and Roxxi!

This is my Aunt Joyce.

This is my cousin Roxxi and Greg.

This is my Aunt linda and me! Today is her birthday... Happy birthday Auntie!

Menu Plan Monday

2009-02-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

Our family is on the go a lot (I have three teen boys), so we don't always get to eat every meal planned... but the food is in the house and no one can complain about being hungry. =) I eat totally different than my family. Eventually, we'll all eat better... but until then... this is it.

Monday:

B - PB & J Eggo Waffles

L - Quesadillas

D - Spaghetti

*****
Tuesday:

B - Breakfast burritos

L - Chicken Noodle Soup

D - Potato Soup

*****

Wednesday:

B - Oatmeal

L - Macaroni & Cheese

D - Chili Dogs, chips

*****

Thursday:

B - Cereal

L - Hot wings

D - Grilled Cheese & Tomato soup

*****

Friday:

B - Poptarts

L - Sandwiches, chips

D - Pizza night!

*****

Saturday:

B - Yogurt & fruit

L - chicken nuggets, fries

D - Chili beans, corn bread

*****

Sunday:

B - Scrambled eggs, toast

L - Eat Out

D - Turkey Burgers, tater tots

*****

(Authors Note)... next week I will start planning Clean Eating menus for MY week instead.

Motivate Me Monday!

2009-02-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

This past weekend I got a chance to spend a lot of time with family... Aunts, cousins, my brother and nephew. I really enjoyed the mini family reunion. It is sad that it has been 3 1/2 years since we've been together. Time has a way of flying by so fast... and we don't even realize it. We all love one another so much. It shows in the way we talk and laugh and hug. Our memories are sweet and fun to share. Something I learned from my cousins this week was "taco night". They all get together once a month on the third Thursday for a night of dinner, games, chatting and time spent together. Not everyone makes it every time... but it is a tradition they've started that keeps their families close. Unfortunately for me it is a 4 hour drive to their house... but I have been thinking it would be fun to start my own version of taco night here in Bakersfield. I have LOTS of cousins and family close by that I never see. My motivation for you today is to make it a priority to spend time with family. When we were saying good bye on Saturday, we all stood around my dad (sick in bed) and prayed together. It was so special. It is something I will remember forever.

Sarah Mae over at A Warm Cup of Coffee (http://likeawarmcupofcoffee.blogspot.com/) gave us a prompt to use today if we wanted to... here it is:

When has there been a time where you felt weak (and maybe your prayers weren't being answered) but where you saw God ultimately use His strength through your weakness (or maybe you didn't see it, but you trusted)?

I would say right now is that time in my life. There is a lot going on and without God's strength to see me through it, I think I would fall apart. I feel like I am on auto pilot and taking things one day at a time. There are things happening with my kids, my dad (cancer), my job (crazy busy!) and more. I feel pulled in so many different directions right now, I don't know which way to go. God is my strength through it all. Pastor mark said something in service yesterday that really made sense. He talked about test taking and how when God tests us, it isn't to teach us but to see what we already know. I've shared that before... but then he said that during a test... the teacher is quiet. Once the test is over, you move on to the next level and the teacher begins to teach again. I know that God is always there... even when He is quiet. He will never leave me.

25 Things about me...

2009-02-05T15:24:00.001-08:00

This is a list of 25 things about me that you may or may not want to know. =)

I love to read... the Bible & Christian Fiction, Historical are my favorites
I spend more time on the computer than I do cleaning house (sad, I know)
My favorite colors are pink, purple & red
I used to be a step aerobic instructor
I have never been stung by a bee
My middle name is Celeste (I can't believe I told you that!)
I love to travel, but I hate long drives
I will celebrate my 20 year anniversary this August
Shopping is like therapy to me... seriously
My foot grew a 1/2 size with every pregnancy
I am scared of heights
I'm going on a cruise in October... can't wait!
I want a purple Ipod
I love playing softball ... Go Celebration!
I have very wavy hair... but wear it straight (Thanks to Paul Mitchell!)
Scrabble is my favorite game (I love word games)
I hate crowds
I love cookies... almost any kind
I've been to Mt. Rushmore
I've never been to Washington D.C, New York or Paris (someday!)
I played the clarinet in school
I started teaching Sunday School when I was 12 (My dad was CE DIrector)
I have my real estate liscense
I want to see the musical Grease
I recently lost 35 pounds (Clean Eating Works!)

Well, that's it. It is harder than you think to come up with 25 things.

Thankful Thursday

2009-02-05T11:47:00.000-08:00

Today I am thankful for...

A day off!
Carls Jr chicken sandwich on wheat bun
family & friends that love me
organic animal crackers
Goodwill... I just took a load of stuff and got it out of my house!
a husband that is sensitive to my emotions (most of the time) =)
Kevin Lee emptying the dishwasher for me
Candles that smell good
My dad... I love him so much
my church
Clinique make up that hides my flaws
sweatpants... so comfy!
A sound mind
My quiet time... can't live without it!
Texting... helps me keep in touch with people... instantly

There is always something to be thankful for even when you feel like your world is crashing in all around you. Never give up... take things one day at a time. Just take a deep breath and know that things never stay the same. Change is inevitable... so don't fight it, just go with it and see what God has planned for you. Because he does have a plan. Read Jeremiah 29:11.

This is how I feel right now...

2009-02-03T17:55:00.001-08:00

The Lord is MY Shepherd

2009-02-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

God, my shepherd! I don't need a thing.

You have bedded me down in lush meadows,

you find me quiet pools to drink from.

True to your word, you let me catch my breath

and send me in the right direction.

Even when the way goes through Death Valley,

I'm not afraid when you walk at my side.

Your trusty shepherd's crook

makes me feel secure.

You serve me a six-course dinner

right in front of my enemies.

You revive my drooping head;

my cup brims with blessing.

Your beauty and love chase after me

every day of my life.

I'm back home in the house of God

for the rest of my life.

Psalm 23 (Message)

Later...same day: God is SO good. The service at church today was awesome and God showed up! His timing is perfect! I am so thankful that His hand is on my family. Miracles are happening and I am here to say that Giants will die! The bigger they are, the harder they fall! =)

My Husband Rocks Friday!

2009-01-30T12:36:00.001-08:00

Prompt for the day . . . the moment or the circumstances that led to you knowing that you were going to marry the man who became your husband . . .

Bobby and I met when were 12 & 13 years old at youth camp (Bethel in the Hills, Frazier Park). He said it was love at first sight and KNEW he was going to marry me some day. LOL... I had no idea! We've been through a lot in our relationship, and I think I really knew I would marry him when he stood by me through a really hard time in my life. He loved me unconditionally... even when I made some really bad choices.

Cool website...

2009-01-28T16:21:00.000-08:00

I love Scrabble... so this website is really fun to me. I created the picture above, by going to http://www.caption.it/br/create/scrabble.php and just typing in whatever I wanted. Fun, huh! My hubby will like this one...

Here is a cool wedding cake for scrabble lovers...

I need to plan a game night... I haven't played scrabble in a long time... and I really love to play! What are some of your favorite board games?

The Fruit of the Spirit

2009-01-27T20:37:00.000-08:00

Galatians 5:22-26 (The Message)

22-23But what happens when we live God's way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard—things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely.

23-24Legalism is helpless in bringing this about; it only gets in the way. Among those who belong to Christ, everything connected with getting our own way and mindlessly responding to what everyone else calls necessities is killed off for good—crucified.

25-26Since this is the kind of life we have chosen, the life of the Spirit, let us make sure that we do not just hold it as an idea in our heads or a sentiment in our hearts, but work out its implications in every detail of our lives. That means we will not compare ourselves with each other as if one of us were better and another worse. We have far more interesting things to do with our lives. Each of us is an original.

Motivate Me Monday!

2009-01-26T07:02:00.000-08:00

"First thing in the morning, she dresses for work, rolls up her sleeves, eager to get started.She senses the worth of her work, is in no hurry to call it quits for the day." Proverbs 31:17-18

I have always admired the Proverbs 31 woman. She had a lot of energy, self-discipline and committment to her family. Getting up early has made a big difference in my day. Eating healthy and exercise also plays a big part in how I manage my daily life and household responsibilities. My motivation for today is going to to be about that...

-Exercise Every Day! Do something... take a walk, do some squats, play tennis, do the hula hoop, play ping-pong! Have fun with whatever you decide to do... but make it a daily goal to get active.

-Eat properly everyday for energy. I have found that eating 5-6 small meals a day has helped me to feel & look better. Dieting isn't necessary; just concentrate on eating the right foods. Some high energy foods are whole grains (bread, crackers), spinach, beans, tuna, strawberries, oatmeal, low fat yogurt and bananas. Clean Eating works!

-Learn to control the stress in your life. Again, exercise like walking on a treadmill or even stretching and breathing will help in this area. Put on relaxing or uplifting music (whatever you prefer) take a bubble bath, light some candles, focus on good things.

-Get the rest you need. I know... it seems like the Proverbs 31 woman never had time to sleep... but I think she was actually just very organized and had her days planned out carefully. She had her priorities straight. Getting enough sleep is important for your health. Try to avoid caffeine in the late afternoon/evenings.

The proverbs 31 woman was very motivated! =) She motivates me to strive to do better with each day I am given. Happy Monday Everyone! For more Motivate Me Monday posts... cehck out http://www.likeawarmcupofcoffee.blogspot.com/

Some of my favorite things...

2009-01-25T15:57:00.000-08:00

I took a few pics of things around my house that make me smile when I look at them... Just thought I'd share...

This is in my entryway... it is a rod iron music stand with the Bible sitting on it... Jeremiah 29:11 is the page I have it open to.

These are old skeleton keys that my friend Robin gave me for Christmas. She knows how much I love old keys! These are rod iron and very heavy!

This is a magnet I got when I went to Arizona on vacation. It makes me laugh... if you know me, you know I LOVE to shop!

I got this little sign when I was in Arizona too... Stein Mart is a great store!

And this is the spoiled rotten dog, Marshall! I love him!

This is a vinyl cling I just hung on the wall over my bed. I really like it. I may get some sconces with candles to hang on each side of it... but for now, this is good.

This is my "quiet time" chair. The basket has my journal, book and Bible. The basket on the floor has my favorite fuzzy blanket. My chair is facing the fireplace... so it is a nice spot to sit.

This is my "BELIEVE" sign that sits on the fireplace.

Well, that's it for today. Hope you all had a blessed Sunday! Our church service this morning was awesome! The praise team did an amazing job and the guest speaker was fabulous! I can't wait to go back tonight and hear more. =)

Love ya!

God's Economy is better than the worlds...

2009-01-24T17:44:00.000-08:00

Bring all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and try Me now in this,” Says the LORD of hosts,“ If I will not open for you the windows of heaven and pour out for you such blessing that there will not be room enough to receive it. “ And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, so that he will not destroy the fruit of your ground, nor shall the vine fail to bear fruit for you in the field,” Says the LORD of hosts.

My Husband Rocks! Friday

2009-01-23T10:30:00.001-08:00

Katy Lin at The Great Adventure Blog (http://honestandlasting.blogspot.com/) started My Husband Rocks Fridays a while ago... so today I am going to join her in telling you why I have a great husband... why he rocks!

This week's prompt: Tell us about a time that your spouse went out of his way to serve you, and love you sacrificially.

Bobby and I will be married 20 years this August! He actually goes out of his way to love me a lot. I can be very unlovable at times... I know, you're shocked to learn that about me! =) The most recent thing he did was to have my dinner ready for me when I came in from work last week. He had it on the table with a glass of ice water w/lemon slices. Not only does he cook "clean" for me but he also shops for me! It's great! He'll go to Fresh & Easy and Sam's Club and stock up on fish, chicken, veggies, fruits & other tasty stuff. Last night he gave me money to go out to dinner and a movie with my friends. He does little things for me almost everyday. I am very blessed with a husband that loves me.

My day off...

2009-01-22T12:48:00.000-08:00

Woo Hoo... it's Thursday... my day off! I have been cleaning, and doing laundry all morning. It is actually not so bad... the house is quiet (other than my itunes music playing in the back ground). I am getting a lot done and it feels good. I'm going to put a roast in the oven for the guys too.

Tonight, I am going out with my gal pals to dinner and a movie. We're meeting at Johnny Rockets at 6pm and then going to see Bride Wars around 7pm or so. It's going to be FUN! I love funny movies.

I got 2 packages of tea in the mail today! (My giveaway win!) I love tea... so this made my day. Aren't these little packages cute. What a great idea to send a little cheer someones way. Thank you Helen!! http://helenw13.wordpress.com/

Well, back to cleaning... have a great day everyone! And thank you to those that commented on my Moses post. There's always something new to learn!

Moses

2009-01-21T15:39:00.001-08:00

Today I was reading in the book of Exodus about Moses. I saw something that I never noticed before and now I have been wondering about it all day long. God asked (told) Moses to go to Pharoah and Moses told God that he didn't think he could do it because of his stuttering... etc. Then God got angry but he said that Moses could take Aaron. That is around verse 4:14... then in 4:24, while Moses was on his way to find Aaron, God was going to kill him! Moses' wife saved him... but my questions is, why was God going to kill him? Hmmm... any comments?

Things I am thankful for today...

2009-01-20T13:42:00.000-08:00

I am thankful for my three handsome boys... Kevin Lee, Ryan and Matthew. I love them SO much and know that God has a special plan for each of them.

I am thankful for my morning quiet time and coffee!

I am thankful for my good friends that are always there to lift me up, encourage me and even cook for me.

I am thankful for Lassens salad and soup bar... that was lunch today. =)

I am thankful for a husband that cooks me dinner and grocery shops for me.

I am thankful that my stitches are coming out of my foot today.

I am thankful that I am almost done with year end tax stuff.

I am thankful for good books. I love, love, love to read.

I am thankful for my dad. He has taught me so much.

I am thankful for Philosophy... I love that stuff! (Amazing Grace & Pure Grace especially)

I am thankful for my new flat iron. It really does work good.

I am thankful for Starbucks new London Fog tea... yumm

Motivate Me Monday

2009-01-19T15:56:00.000-08:00

Monday... already. =) That is how I felt when I woke up this morning. I am still a 6am girl... can't seem to bring myself to change the alarm to 5:16am yet. Maybe once the time changes and it isn't so dark outside, it'll be easier for me to adjust. Today... I rolled out of bed and headed for the coffee pot (which I had pre-set the night before)... and what did I find? Yep, a cold coffee pot. Grrrrrrr (Kevin Lee!) My precious middle son (16) who has decided he likes coffee now, made himself a pot last night and forgot to re-set it when he was done. I was sooooo bummed. Do you know how hard it is to make a pot of coffee with your eyes closed? He thought it was funny... Ha Ha.

Anyway... I finished the book of Genesis yesterday. Yea! I enjoyed reading about Abraham and his family very much. It amazed me how God came to them in such a personal way... like face to face almost. He spoke to them with such clarity and they always knew it was Him. That made me think about when God has spoken to me... and He has... many times. It wasn't audible but I knew it was Him. Our relationship with Jesus has a lot in common with our relationships with friends and family. When we put forth an effort and give commitment in our relationships, they flourish. When neglected, they suffer and fall apart. Listening plays an important part too. The more I give to my relationship with the Lord, the more I am going to hear Him. I've noticed a huge change in my worship time at church. I don't just sing the songs anymore... I feel them, I feel Him. The tears flow and I have a heart of gratitude for who He is to me.

Enjoy your time with the Lord this week!

I am a Comma...

2009-01-17T15:51:00.000-08:00

You are open minded and extremely optimistic.

You enjoy almost all facets of life.

You can find the good in almost anything.

You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests.

You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time.

Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to.(But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.)

You excel in: Inspiring people

You get along best with: The Question Mark

Go here http://www.blogthings.com/whatpunctuationmarkareyouquiz/ to see what your personality is... I think it was very accurate! I found it on another blog and thought I'd try it. =)

Have a Happy Saturday night!

Giveaways... and random thoughts

2009-01-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

OK... I am so excited! I won a give away from another blog. Thank you Helen & Caleb!(http://helenw13.wordpress.com/) And it is TEA, so that makes me extra happy! I won an Itunes card from someone at Christmas too ... totally cool. I bought all kinds of new Christmas music for my Ipod. Hmmmm, I think I will do a Clean Eating giveaway! Once I get it together... I will post it.

I can't wait for my foot to heal. I am actually missing my treadmill!! My body totally feels the difference between getting some exercise and not. I will have to come up with a way to exercise without using my right foot. LOL... squats actually aren't so hard, since your weight is on your heels and not your toes. =) Push-ups and weights are another thing I can do. Soooo, no cardio, but I will still feel better and build muscle tone. I feel better already!

Today I am going to the church to help make Enchilada's for a take out dinner we are having tomorrow. We are trying to buy more tables for our dinners... they are about $110 each. I hope we sale TONS of dinners!

My friend Sharron has been cooking clean and sharing! I love it! All I have to do to continue getting samples, is to return her containers. Shoot, I'll buy her new containers! She is a great cook! I am so blessed with wonderful friends. I know they don't realize that all the little things they do and say mean so much to me.

I went to visit my dad last night. I sat and talked to him and Emma for a couple of hours. I took them Rootbeer Freezes (for dad) and a Peanut Butter Milkshake (for Mom2). My dad is really weak, but his mood was good. He even sang me a couple of songs. I know this sounds bad, but we were talking about his funeral and what he wants to happen. We made some jokes about it and that really helped lighten the mood. I totally believe my dad can be healed from this horrible disease. But I also know that God loves him and may just be ready to take him out of this sad world and give him some peace. My dad may be the next choir director of the angels... you just never know. He really wants to live on a horse ranch in Heaven... I guess it could happen. =) Whatever happens, I will be at peace with. Healing or Heaven... there really isn't a negative for him.

Have a FABULOUS weekend!!

Knowing God's Voice

2009-01-15T11:09:00.000-08:00

Last night in Bible Study at church, Pastor Mark said something that really got my attention. I hear people talk about being tested by God a lot. Pastor said that God doesn't test us to get our attention. If we are tested, it is not to teach us a lesson... it is to see what we have already learned (hmmm, or not learned). I never really thought about it like that before. The class last night was so good. I have a ton of notes... which I left in my Bible at church! Ugh. It was so cool that he used some stuff from Genesis too... because that is where I am reading right now and I totally knew exactly what he was talking about! =) He was teaching us about discernment and knowing when we "hear" God's voice. Ther are many voices... The voice of God, The voice of people/the world, the voice of satan and the inner voice. By reading the Word and praying regularly, we get to know God better and better... that is how we can KNOW His voice... because we know Him.

With the 5:16am gals, I am reading 1 John. Todays verses were this: verse 2:15-17

"Don't love the world's ways. Don't love the world's goods. Love of the world squeezes out love for the Father. Practically everything that goes on in the world - wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important - has nothing to do with the Father. It just isolates you from Him. The world and all it's wanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out - but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity." (Message Bible)

Whatever you have to do today to shut out the world and to meet with God... do it. Make time for Him in your daily life. His strength will get you through each day... each moment.

I have the greatest friends!

2009-01-13T17:30:00.000-08:00

This is a picture of my foot... cute, huh. I had surgery a week ago. I am hoping to get the stitches out in a couple of days. I have such great friends! The day after my surgery... Sharron brought me a Starbucks Venti Hot Green Tea, some flowers and a couple of magazines. Then Kim brought me flowers, a magazine and a pretty candle! I felt so loved. I got phone calls and emails from other friends. I can't wait to be able to walk normal again and to wear cute shoes! I have lived in my Uggs (Ugg) for a week.

These are the 2 bouquets I got - put together. They are so pretty and still alive a week later!

Today was a busy day at work. I am working on year end stuff... which is a lot of paperwork! I can't wait to have it all in the mail. Tonight I am going to Trader Joes with my friend. I love that store! It's time to stock up on dark chocolate! Have a great night!!

Motivate Me Monday!

2009-01-12T11:49:00.001-08:00

Good Monday Morning (ok...afternoon)... Last week I didn't post a Motivate Me Monday blog. I don't even remember why I didn't... but I am sure there was a good reason. I've been reading through Genesis since January 1st and am really enjoying it. I know there are going to be days when reading through the Bible isn't going to be easy or exciting... like Numbers. Who knows, I might be surprised at what I learn. I am also reading through the book of 1 John with the 5:16am gals (Go to Sarah Mae's sight for more detail on that http://likeawarmcupofcoffee.blogspot.com/ ) What I have learned so far is that I need to stop stumbling around in the dark. The dark can be a lot of different things... for me, it is my mind/my thoughts. I let my mind go places and think things that is has no business thinking! I totally understand why God said to think on things that are good and pure and lovely... etc. Because HE KNOWS how crazy our thoughts can make us if we let them get the best of us. I want my life to match my words... and my thoughts. I want to trust in Jesus with all of my heart, my soul and my mind. No matter what comes my way in 2009 (and believe me, there is A LOT coming my way right now) I will not crumble (at least, not permanently!). I will take things one day at a time and stand firm in my faith. So I guess my motivation for the day is to Stand... and stand firm. Focus on the good things that are happening and do not dwell on the bad.

Yard Sale Day... over by 9am!

2009-01-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

Today we had a yard sale. It was FREEZING and FOGGY outside. Hardly anyone showed up... because they couldn't see the signs! Around 8:30am a man drove up with a big trailor and asked how much we would sell everything for. Well, he got a bargain... but EVERYTHING went! No clean up and no trips to Goodwill. God is good.

I've been reading Genesis this past week. It is amazing how many little things you don't remember about all of these old stories. I am really looking forward to all of the things I am going to learn this year. I also found a new Bible Study tool called E sword that is absolutely FREE! Once I figure out how to use it, I will share more with you. =)

I am feeling better today... so all of those piles of clutter in my room... they're gonna be history! I would take before and after pics, but I am too embarrassed. (blushing) But trust me... I am going to sleep much better tonight knowing that all of that stuff is gone.

Enjoy your Saturday!!

Time to Clean!

2009-01-08T12:54:00.000-08:00

OK... so I had foot surgery on Tuesday (I am ok... it really hurts... but I'll survive) and have had to lay around for a couple of days. Do you know how much you see, when all you have to do is lay there and look at the piles of clutter. It is DRIVING ME CRAZY to not be able to walk around and clean. These things didn't just magically appear either... no, they've been there for a while... but I am usually so busy, that I don't SEE what all needs to done until I can't do it. I need to make a plan... or hire Merry Maids. Hmmmmm. OK... a plan... De-Clutter is my new favorite word and Goodwill be be my new best friend. Seriously... I am so embarrased that I've let my house get the way it is. I have every organization book there is. I guess I should really put some of that knowledge I have to work... just as soon as I can walk!

Please continue to pray for my dad. He is really not feeling well. We were told he needs to start a bone hardening treatment. I'm not sure when that will happen. We will find out the results of his bone scan on the 12th. The treatment should help the pain some.

Have a blessed day!

Saturday night... what to do?

2009-01-03T19:20:00.000-08:00

I wish I were at the beach... specifically at Oceano Beach, sitting in the living room at the beach house on Surf St. with my friends. We'd be laughing and playing Catch Phrase and wearing cute PJ's.

I am bored... and I shouldn't be, because I have a TON of stuff I could be doing. I'm just not in the mood to do any of it. I miss softball... that is what I want to be doing right now... sigh.

Today, I took Matt to get his hair cut at Cassie's new salon. It is cute... and she did a great job on his hair. Next door is a little neighborhood market that sells meat and stuff. I got carne asada and chorizo. (I won't eat either one... but the guys love it) The prices weren't bad and it was kind of neat shopping at a little market verses Sam's Club for a change. I had sauteed brussel sprouts with parmesan cheese for dinner... yumm!

I am going to go watch tv. There is a new Hallmark movie on tonight. I miss all of the Christmas shows I watched in December. Sweet dreams to you all.

New Year's Goals... 2009

2008-12-31T16:03:00.001-08:00

I have made a list of goals I would like to accomplish in the next year. Here they are...

Read the Bible from Genesis to Revelation
Continue “Eating Clean”
Make a Budget & stick to it
Pay off bills
Save Money
Clean garage/down size clutter
Give to Missions once a month
Walk on treadmill at least 3 times a week (once foot heals)
Spend more time with my mom
Make sure my dad knows how much I love him
Have my brother over for dinner at least twice (and not on a holiday)
Write more "snail mail" letters
Read The Purpose Driven Life
Bless someone in Word or deed daily
wake up at 5:16am (6am at the latest!) to "redeem the time"

OK... so that is my list of goals for the upcoming year. Starting tomorrow, I will read in Genesis. I am going to use my Message Bible this year. I can't wait to see what God has in store for me. I am encouraging my boys to read through the Bible with me. LOL... I am even going to encourage ALL of the ladies at church to read with me! Accountability is great.

Have a Happy New Year everyone!!

New Years Eve - 2008

2008-12-31T14:25:00.000-08:00

Glenna Renee' Pensinger

12/31/59 - 8/10/2005

Today has been a day full of emotion for me. I can't really get in to all of the details, but just let me tell ya, I was not expecting my year to end the way it is/has. I know that God is in control and that no matter how things look to me... they look totally different to Him. He has a plan.

Today would have been my sister's 49th birthday. Instead of celebrating here on earth, she is in Heaven dancing with the angels. I miss her so much. It has been three years since I lost her and life has not been the same since. God has definitely used something bad and turned it into something good. My sister taught me a lot of things... one of them was how to be a property manager. She had faith in me when I didn't have faith in myself. Now I am working in a career & position that never would have happened, had I not lost her. She would be SO proud of me! One of the owners of a unit I manage called today and he knew her. In fact, he was a fire fighter in the Santa Maria area when she was in her accident. He told me he was the first to respond and told me that she didn not suffer. I can't tell you how comforting those words were to me. They also made me cry. Good thing I was alone in the office when that happened. What a small world, huh?

I have no big plans for tonight. We are going to church for a service and then my 2 youngest boys are going to a youth party. I will probably just watch tv and enjoy being home. I was up til 2am this morning... so I may not make it til midnight. (Yawwwwwwwn)

I will post my New Year's Goals in another post... until then... Be Blessed.

Trip to Tempe, AZ

2008-12-29T12:32:00.001-08:00

Motivate Me Monday will be back next week...

This past weekend, Bobby, Kevin Lee and I drove (8 hours!) to Tempe, AZ to visit our friends. It was a great trip! I enjoyed shopping, eating, visiting, and playing cards with them! =) Below are some pics...

The first one is me and Rachael at church. I am so short next to her. She had on high heels... so that made a little bit of a difference. =)

This is Rachael and Kevin Lee.

This is Kev on the drive there. He is so funny... this is his "famous" smile.

This is Keith and Robin. They are Captains in The Salavation Army. We went to church with them on Sunday. It was nice... they are in a new Corp.

And this is me and Robin... I wish we lived closer to each other. I am praying that they get moved to the Bakersfield Corp! That would be awesome!

We drove all night and arrived home around 2:30am this morning. I got in bed at 3am and got up at 7am to have my quiet time and then get ready for work. I am sooooo tired! I can't wait to go home and change into my sweats! (After I go and un-decorate the church... no more Christmas stuff). My sweet friend Lori is going to meet me there to help tear down all of the decorations. It shouldn't take too long. The tree will be the hardest part... it has a lot of stuff on it.

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-25T09:50:00.001-08:00

Merry, Merry Christmas to you all!! Enjoy your friends and Family!

Christmas "Open House"... Welcome to my home!

2008-12-24T07:14:00.000-08:00

I've been looking at a lot of other blogs and all of the beautiful Christmas decorations that are in your homes. Soooo, I decided to share a few of my home. My sweet son Kevin Lee decorated a lot of the house and took these pics for me. Enjoy!

This is one of the wreaths that hang outside. There is one on each side of the garage.

Here is our tree with its angel bear topper. The lights are on but you can't see them in this picture.

This is Santa and his reindeer. Bobby had these made for me when Kev was a baby... in fact they were there for his first Christmas. He is 16 now.

This is my fireplace mantle. I love the little pine trees and pine cones.

Kevin Lee made this centerpiece... cute! He used things he found around the house (or in the garage).

The table looks so pretty! My Christmas dishes are out and ready for a meal.

This is my living room... ignore the game system and the kid (Matthew) laying on the couch. =)

My Christmas Carolers! They are on the table in the entryway.

I love Snowmen! I found these at a yard sale a few months ago for $1!! They are soooo cute! They are sitting outside on my front porch.

Well, this is it... Hope you enjoyed taking a stroll through my home. Have a Very Merry Christmas!!

Cookie Exchange!

2008-12-22T10:58:00.000-08:00

Today I am doing a cookie exchange! Go to the Mommy Madness Blog to see other recipes and to add your own! ... http://hubermomof3.blogspot.com/

I got this recipe from my Sister in Law ... it is in an old cook book that she got from my mom or grandma... not sure which one. The cookies are simple, but very good. My brother says they're the best! =)

Peanut Butter Criss Cross Cookies:
1 c sugar
1 cup brown sugar
1 cup shortening
2 eggs
1 cup chunk style peanut butter
1 t. vanilla
3 cups sifted flour
1/2 t. salt
1 t baking soda

Cream sugars and shortening, beat in eggs, add peanut butter and vanilla. Add dry ingredients. Drop dough from teaspoon onto greased cookie sheet. Flatten each onewith a wet fork, making criss-cross on top. Bake at 325 degrees for about 10 minutes.

Motivate Me Monday!

2008-12-22T06:26:00.001-08:00

Good Morning!! It is 6:30am... Yes, I did it... I got up with the chickens. I've enjoyed my time with the Lord this morning. It was quiet and peaceful and perfect! I read Proverbs 22 and Colossians 1, 2, and 3 today. I absolutely love clothes, so verses 12-14 in chapter 3 caught my eye...

"So, chosen by God for this new life of love, dress in the wardrobe God picked out for you: compassion, kindness, humility, quiet strength, discipline. Be even-tempered, content with second place, quick to forgive an offense. Forgive as quickly and completely as the Master forgave you. And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It's your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it."

My clothing is the first thing people see when they look at me. Am I dressed nice or am I dressed in grubby, ugly clothes that stink? Hmmmmm... I hope I am an "outfit" that people will want to come back to over and over again. Someone who exudes (LOL... I had to look that word up to make sure it meant what I thought it meant!) the love of Christ. I want the peace and love of Christ to be my best accessories.

Have a blessed Christmas week! Look for ways to bless others in word or deed today! Love you all!!

Clean Eating Works!

2008-12-21T14:36:00.000-08:00

I haven't put a before and after picture up yet... so I thought I would today. This 1st picture of me is in Las Vegas on my BFF's 40th birhtday. When I got home and saw my pictures, I wanted to cry... I had really let myself go and was miserable! I decided then and there that it was time to make a change in my lifestyle and so... Clean Eating. It has made such a huge difference in my life. Besides the weight loss, I feel better physically and mentally. It isn't always easy, but well worth it! I've lost 30 pounds! (Give or take a pound everyday!)

This picture (below) was taken today, before I went to church. I am in a dress I bought 13 years ago! I refused to get rid of it because I loved it. I only wear it at Christmas, so it has only been on me a few times! I tried it on the other day and did a little dance... I was so happy I could fit in to it again! Feeling thin is so much better than food tastes... even chocolate! Giving up sugary, fatty foods is not that hard once you set your mind to it. Well, that's my success story. I don't think I am done losing... I hope not anyway. =) I can definitely tell you that a little exercise makes you feel SO much better. I haven't been walking or playing softball because of the weather and I can really tell the difference in my moods and how my body feels. The treadmill IS my friend! =)

Merry Christmas Everyone!! Have a fabulous day! Remember Jesus is the reason for this season and give Him your best! Love ya!

Peanut Butter Cookies - Surprise!

2008-12-20T11:06:00.000-08:00

I saw this recipe on one of my favorite blogs http://www.wearenotmartha.com/ . They have fantastic recipes with pictures! I am planning to make these cookies today. I'll let you know how they turn out.

Peanut Butter Cookies with a surprise!

1 3/4 C all-purpose flour

1/2 C sugar

1/2 t baking soda

1/4 t salt

1/2 C butter (1 stick)

1/2 C creamy peanut butter (Jiff is best!)

1/4 C honey

1 T milk

24 mini chocolate-covered-caramel-topped nougat bars with peanuts (AKA Snickers)

Combine flour, sugar, baking soda, and salt in a large bowl. Add butter and peanut butter and mix until it resembles "coarse crumbs." We all have our favorite peanut butters (er, that's not just me, right?) Once your mixture is coarse, beat in the honey and milk until the it's well combined. I've never made a peanut butter cookie with honey involved, so I'm fairly certain this had something to do with its awesomeness.

Make a little circle with about 1 T of the dough. Put the Snickers in the center and shape the dough around the candy to make a ball.

Put the cookies on a cookie sheet and bake at 350 degrees for about 15 minutes.

Christmas Survey...

2008-12-19T18:26:00.000-08:00

Christmas Survey!
1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Both
2. Real tree or Artificial? I love the smell of real but I have a fake.
3. When do you put up the tree? Day after Thanksgiving
4. When do you take the tree down? Usually a couple days after Christmas.
5. Do you like eggnog? Yes!
6. Favorite gift received as a child? Baby Alive (that was in 1975 or so)
8. Easiest person to buy for? Robin
9. Do You have a nativity scene? Yes.
10. Mail or email Christmas cards? Snail Mail... I love Christmas cuz I get real mail... not just bills!
11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received? I can't think of one
12. Favorite Christmas Movie? The Grinch with Jim Carey
13. When do you start shopping for Christmas? Usually August/September
14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present? Yes (Birthday gifts too!)
15. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas? Cookies!! Especially frosted sugar cookies... yumm
16. Lights on the tree? Yes... lots of them
17. Favorite Christmas song? This year...Jesus, What a Beautiful Name (I think thats the name)
18. Travel for Christmas or stay home? Staying home
19. Can you name all of Santa's reindeers? Yes.
20. Angel on the tree top or a star? Angel
21. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning? One on Christmas Eve... the rest on Christmas morning.
22. Most annoying thing about this time of the year? Traffic, lines and mean people.
23. Favorite ornament theme or color? Snowmen!
24. Favorite Christmas dinner? Turkey, ham, green bean casserole, sweet potatoes, mashed potatoes, cranberry sauce and pie!
25. What do you want for Christmas this year? Amazing Grace Perfume, Scarf/Gloves, Digital Camera, Books, Uggs (not gonna happen) and a pool table.

My thoughts...

2008-12-19T13:11:00.001-08:00

Today I read this verse and I really liked it, so I want to share it with you.

Psalm 5:3 says, "In the morning You hear my voice, O Lord; In the morning I prepare a prayer, a sacrifice, for you, and wait for you to speak to my heart."

Today I was a total crab... I know, you're shaking your head... unable to believe that about ME!... but it is true. =) I am having such a hard time with my quiet times because of distractions! I get up at 6am... grab my coffee... sit in my comfy chair with my favorite blanket and then... NOISE, husband, kid (Matt is the only one up) and dog. I am constantly apologizing to God for not being able to focus. I have decided I need a plan to make this quiet time/first fruits truly work around my house. I am going to set my alarm for 5:16am (ugh) and see if that helps. I am also going to move my alarm closer to my bed, so that I can turn it off quickly... before it wakes my husband and dog up (yes, the dog sleeps with me... I know). I was so frustrated today, that I actually said I was going to quit trying... quit having quiet time. OK, so I am not really going to quit... but at the moment, I really felt like quitting. I know it isn't about ME, it's about God and giving HIM what is His already. I need to prepare myself for my meeting with him and sacrifice myself for Him. Getting up at that hour, before it is even light outside is HARD... but I will not let my attitude (hmmmm, bad attitude) get the best of me and take away the blessings that I get from my early morning times with the Lord. You know, just confessing this all to you makes me feel better. =)

Have a blessed day!!

Just because...

2008-12-17T11:11:00.000-08:00

Today I read Proverbs 17 and one verse stood out to me... v. 18 - "It's stupid to try to get something for nothing, or run up huge bills you can never pay." (Message Bible) With the Christmas season upon us, this made me sit back and think about what I am spending. I usually go way overboard with this holiday... because I want to give to everyone! I am cutting way back this year and actually, I am ok with it. I have decided that I can give all year. My friends know I love them, with or without a Christmas gift. My plans are to do little things throughout 2009 to show love and appreciation for my friends and family... just because.

I am also going to try to make a budget. I have no idea how it will look yet... but my goal is to pay off some bills, give more to missions and to start saving. This is all doable, if I just make a plan and stick to it. I make New Year's resolutions every year and rarely stick to any of them. I want to make a list of resolutions that are achievable this coming year. My number one resolution is to read through the Bible. I am challenging my boys to do the same. I am looking forward to it!

Country Christmas Pictures

2008-12-17T07:06:00.001-08:00

Here are a few pictures from the night of the Christmas Program. Everyone did such a good job. We laughed a lot and just enjoyed being together. The dinner afterwards was fabulous! It is great being a part of such a "community" of people. This first pic is of Matt (Billy Bob), Kevin Lee (Grandpa Jones), Lori & Amy (The Hee Haw girls) and Sheila (Minnie Pearl)... oh! and Tyler... he's with the band. =)

This is one of Kim and me in our matching shirts.

The best Minnie Pearl impersonator ever!! Miss Sheila!

Ant this is me and my dad. I LOVE him sooooooo much. I am very blessed to have a man like him as my earthy father. I think I'll frame this picture. =)

Amy and Lori were HILARIOUS. They had us all laughing out loud.

Well, that's it for the pictures. I am going to post twice today... just because. =) Hugs to you all!

Motivate Me Monday!

2008-12-15T09:14:00.001-08:00

Good Monday Morning to you! The sun is out! I am so happy! It's cold and rainy... but beautiful. I saw a rainbow on my way in to the office this morning too. Today I read Proverbs 15, 1 Peter 2 & 3. Wouldn't you know that the 1st verse of the day I read would be something about our words... "A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger." Boy is that true! The past few days have been a struggle for me. My quiet times have not been so quiet... there are distractions and things happening that take my focus off of where it should be. I get crabby when that happens and then my mouth starts saying things it regrets later. I KNOW this, yet I still respond wrong at times. Here is what 1 Peters 3:8-9 says...

"Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. 9Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing."

My goal for this week is to really pay attention to the words that come out of my mouth. To react in a way that will calm and not anger. I am a work in progress. =) My 5:16am gals are great! They've already been up today, encouraging one another through emails. One of them told me to put ice in my mouth when I want to say something I shouldn't... LOL... that would cool me off!

On another note... our Country Christmas Program was fabulous! I will post pics later. Have a blessed day!

Country Christmas

2008-12-13T20:54:00.000-08:00

Tonight was dress rehearsal for our Church Christmas Program. It was a lot of fun. I get to help with the Old MacDonald sing a long. Here are a few pics of my friends... Love em! The first pic is Lori, Tyler and Amy. (Lori and Amy are the Hee haw girls)

This is my sweet friend, Sheila aka Minnie Pearl (and Tylers mom)

This is a picture of the barn Luke and Kevin Lee built inside the church.

And this is Matt (Billy Bob), Kevin Lee (Grandpa Jones), Lori and Amy (The Hee Haw girls).

I love my church family. We have so much fun together. After practice, we had grilled cheese sandwiches, homemade chicken noodle soup and lots of goodies. Tomorrow night we'll have a country dinner. I am really looking forward to seeing the whole program come together. I'll post more later... good night.

Cleaning...

2008-12-12T14:26:00.000-08:00

OK... so if you read this blog, then you know I made a cleaning schedule a while back. It isn't as easy to stick to as I thought. Sheesh... 15 minutes a day on one room should be doable. Well, I am determined to try again. (Especially after I did a walk through on a house and it was really gross... I don't want my house to be like that... yuck!) LOL... yesterday I cleaned my oven (self cleaning Lori!) and I scrubbed the fronts of my cabinets. I also used a magic eraser sponge and cleaned the front of my oven and refrigerator. I guess doing walk throughs is a good way to remind me that I need to clean better too!

It is sunny today! Yea! It has been soooooo foggy the past few days. The boys have been loving the school fog delays, but I do not like driving in it. I am not a gloomy day girl... I need the sun! I tried to get on my treadmill last night and I lasted a whole 10 minutes. (sigh) I will try again tonight.

This weekend is our church play. I can't wait to see how it turns out! A Country Christmas is the theme... with lots of Hee Haw humor. I'll post pics next week.

Thankful Thursday

2008-12-11T15:14:00.000-08:00

Things I am thankful for today...

Quiet time

a warm cup of coffee

good friends

Sweet potatoes

my Itunes song list

clean sheets

My husband

A day off

Nap time

My seats that heat up in my SUV

Cozy PJ's

YOU!!

Have a blessed day!! Be a blessing to someone today in word or deed... Love ya!

Words...

2008-12-10T11:48:00.000-08:00

1 Peter 4:8-11 (The Message)

Stay wide-awake in prayer. Most of all, love each other as if your life depended on it. Love makes up for practically anything. Be quick to give a meal to the hungry, a bed to the homeless—cheerfully. Be generous with the different things God gave you, passing them around so all get in on it: if words, let it be God's words; if help, let it be God's hearty help. That way, God's bright presence will be evident in everything through Jesus, and he'll get all the credit as the One mighty in everything—encores to the end of time. Oh, yes!

Opportunities Pass...

2008-12-09T09:04:00.000-08:00

This morning during my quiet time, the phrase "Opportunities Pass" kept coming to me. Years ago, I had a favorite T-Shirt that had that saying on it. It was a reminder to me that things happen every day - opportunities - that I can take to make a difference in some one elses life. It could be something small, like giving a bag of cans to a man in the alley or to telling someone about Christ and helping them find Him as their personal friend and saviour. Small acts of kindness take very little out of us, but give so much in return. That is what I am focusing on today. Be blessed... and be a blessing!

Motivate Me Monday!

2008-12-08T09:42:00.000-08:00

Good Morning Everyone!! It's Motivate Me Monday! I woke up at 6am, peeked one eye open enough to make it to the coffee pot and began my day with the Lord. It was all going really well for about 5 minutes... and then who comes walking though the living room... my husband. What on earth is he doing up!!? I want to say that I reacted to his appearance with a good attitude and words of love... but I didn't. He knew I was irritated that he was in the room during MY quiet time. So... back to reading the Word and journaling I go... and wouldn't you know it, I'm on chapter 19 of Matthew... it's talking about marriage and divorce. I also just started reading a book by Elizabeth George called A Wife after God's own Heart. (Love this author!) It is eye opening and really makes me think about my attitude towards my husband and WHY I am a wife. I took on the role of "wife" without really knowing what I was doing. I will be married 20 years in August, and I am still trying to figure it all out. I do know one thing though... I need to make some changes. God is softening my heart in areas that I've let grow hard as a rock. The other night, I was watching a movie on T.V. with Bobby and he reminded me that I was his answer to prayer. When he was a teenager, he prayed that some day he would marry me... this is before we were even dating! We met when we were 12 & 13 at youth camp. It was love at first sight for him. It took me a little longer. =) It made me feel very special and reminded me of how much he loves me... even when I am unlovable. I want to grow in knowledge daily and become a better person; a better wife. Here is what I am going to start with:

W-arm up his life with my love
I-mprove his life as a helper
F-ollow his leadership with a willing heart
E-steem him highly with utmost respect

I will also pray for him three times a day (morning, noon an night). I am so thankful that God has given me a good husband.

Never a dull moment...

2008-12-07T14:57:00.000-08:00

Today has been a day with a whirlwind of emotions for me. I got up this morning (late!) and had a short quiet time. I couldn't stay focused. During my quiet time, my step mom called and said that my dad couldn't make it to Sunday School to teach today because he was sick. He is on stronger meds and they are upsetting his stomach. Then in comes my oldest son... Grrrrrr... from a night out. I hate it when he doesn't come home. Anyway... made it to church. We had a good service. While I was talking with friends afterwards, I got a call from my middle son saying that he and his dad had been in an accident. They were fine... everyone was. Poor Bobby just got his car back the other day after having it in the transmission shop for days! Here are a couple of pics.

Traffic came to a stop, but the truck behind Bobby didn't. He rear ended them, which then sent Bobby's car into the girls in front of him. I am so glad that Kevin Lee wasn't driving. (He has his permit) We all ended up at Chili's having lunch. I am so thankful that my family is all alive and well. God is good. =)

Our last softball game didn't happen... the other team was a no show. That gave us a win! We ended up hanging out and just hitting the ball and fielding for about an hour. It was SO cold. Every time I hit the ball I wanted to cry because it hurt my hands so bad. I watched The Christmas Choir on Hallmark Channel last night. I enjoyed it very much!

I won!! I won my first Give-a-way! On http://afteracupofcoffee.net/2008/11/its-that-time-of-year-again/ she asked for our favorite Christmas songs. I won a $15 Itunes gift card. How cool is that. Yet, another emotion. (sigh) I am gonna make a cup of tea.

Softball tonight!! Woo Hoo!!

2008-12-06T16:15:00.000-08:00

Our Celebration Co-Ed team has its last game tonight. I am sad to see it end. It has been a fun season. We play at 5:30 tonight. It is COLD!! I made a thermos of coffee to help keep me warm. =) I do believe we have finished our season in 1st place.

We decorated at the church today. It is starting to look nice. The tree is beautiful... the best we've had since I've attended the church. It is just so rustic and simple... it looks real!

Sheila... I see the girl in the chair you mentioned. If you click on that, it will take you to a page with hundreds of other christian blogs. =) I LOVE that you read my blog. ((hugs))

I went shopping this afternoon... guess where... yep, Target! I got a few Christmas gifts and some great deals on clothes for me!! The clearance rack was 30% additional off of the already marked down price. I got a black skirt for $4 and the matching jacket for $15... under $20 for a super cute suit. Score!!

Well, I am off to the ball park. Have a blessed Saturday!!

I did it!

2008-12-05T21:02:00.000-08:00

I love coffee :)

I made my goal weight this week! I am so happy! I went to Mervyns today and got a couple new pairs of pants... 50% off! I also got a couple of Christmas gifts. I can't believe how fast this month is going by... only 20 days til Christmas!

My dad is not feeling well. His cancer is finally a reality to me. It's easy to live in denial when you don't see the effects of the disease. Please keep him in your prayers. Thanks.

Bobby and I went to a new grocery store tonight called Fresh & Easy. It was nice... lots of organic foods. They even had refrigerated whole wheat pizza dough! I was so happy... LOL... I have been wanting to make a pizza that I can eat for a long time. (besides the ones I make on pita bread) I got organic holiday blend coffee too. Yumm.

Well, I'm off to read a good book and to watch the Hallmark channel. I love the Christmas movies they play.

Thursday already!

2008-12-04T08:28:00.000-08:00

Wow... I can't believe I haven't blogged since Monday. This week has gone by fast. It is rent week... so that keeps me extra busy at work. I am blessed with a great boss and a day off during the week. It is a day that I can catch up on things, go to lunch with friends or like today... go to the dr. (Blah!)

I have my morning quiet times every day and I must say that even though I get distracted some days, I still feel Gods presence with me. I am giving Him the first part of my day... not always the best of me, since I am half asleep and blurry eyed... but it is His part of the day. He uses that time to show me His ways, to encourage me, to teach me... I am so glad that I have committed to this time with Him.

Christmas is just around the corner. I have been working on decorating wreaths for the church. I have six of them to finish this week. Our theme this year is A Country Christmas, so I am using rustic looking decor and gingham ribbon. The tree in the foyer looks so pretty. I will take a picture tonight. It is decorated with rafia, white lights, red birds, rustic bells and berries. I enjoy seeing the faces of the people when they enter the church ans see the tree. We are having a "drive" for the Pregnancy Center this year. We're collecting new hooded baby towels and wash cloths. We'll put them under the tree for the next couple of weeks and then take them to the center for the new babies.

Motivate Me Monday...

2008-12-01T20:41:00.000-08:00

Hmmmmm, attitude seems to be the key word this week. I have been getting up everyday this past week and having my quiet time. It has been the best part of my day. God has poured in to me so many amazing things. He has spoken to my heart about things that really made me think and areas of my life that I need A LOT of work in. I have been reading in Proverbs, Revelation and Matthew. I am seeing that everyday is a gift and that I need to look at it like that more often. I can set the tone in my home with my reactions to others and with my tone of voice. It's pretty sad when you have a sweet time with the Lord and then turn around and snap at your husband or child... but it does happen. (I'm embarrassed to admit it) My goal for the week is to intentionally have a better attitude. I can do it... I know I can! =)